I have been thinking about this for quite some time now, but I just can’t think of anything I haven’t done, but wish I had when I had the chance. First I thought that maybe I regret dropping out of school, but I also know that would I have graduated I wouldn’t want to work the rest of my live doing just that. Soooo where does that leave me? I have no idea, but I do know that I don’t feel any regrets about not doing what needed to be done. And also I just really am young enough to still get everything I ever wanted. And I am totally ready to put up a fight when and if needed.

There aren’t many things of which I wish I had never done them, but if I have to pick one I think I have to go with leaving everyone and everything behind and move to my best friend and her mothers house. That decision has brought me more bad than good and though they really helped me out a lot I think that there would have been less casualties if I had made a different choice back then.

(scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Well this scenario implies that despite the so called ‘hughe’ fight my best friend is in fact, still my best friend. So I would do what any friend would do and get my ass over to the hospital and help her go trough whatever she is going trough. I still really hope that something like that  will never happen though. Not because I don’t want to fight, but just because she still is one of the last people on earth that I want to end up in the Hospital

When it comes to alcohol and soft drugs like THC I don’t really have a problem with it. I use them both on a regular basis. I don’t necessarily have a problem with hard drugs, but I do think people should be careful using them. Just because I know how much they can ruin your health, your relationships, your life.

So kids, listen to your parents, stay in school and don’t do drugs.

I don’t believe in God and I don’t like religion. That doesn’t necessarily mean that I dislike people who have a religion. However it does mean that I greatly dislike people who keep trying to convert me to their religion. I never walk away from a good discussion, but I do think that sometimes you just have to agree to disagree.

There are a lot of things written in the bible that are scientifically impossible to be true. Also the bible raises some questions to me that no one has ever been able to answer.

This question also made me think of what a very good friend once told me. He said that he could tell me there was a pink elephant standing in the corner of the room, but that I just couldn’t see it. But I still have to believe its there cause someone wrote about it in a book and my friends also say they believe its there. For me this is very similar to believing there is a God. We only have a book and loads of people saying they believe he is there. But nobody has ever seen or talked to him. Or let me rephrase, nobody has ever talked with him. People talk to him all the time, he just never replies.

To conclude this blog, If someone manages to prove to me that God does exist and there would be no way around it for me anymore, I am quite sure I won’t like the guy anyway. So sue me –

My views on gay marriage are exactly the same as my views on straight marriage. If it makes you happy, I wish you all the best <3

I am not entirely sure if there is a book that made me change my views on things. There are however books that make me think about stuff. For an example all the books from Jodi Picoult I have read so far were all about families who are dealing with all the problems a mentally or physically sick child can bring into their lives. The stories are about how parents try to make decisions in their kids best interest and fighting like lions for their cubs. No matter who gets hurt in the process (even if its also one of their kids). Mostly while reading her books I develop so much hatred for those parents, cause in my eyes they are doing everything wrong and are totally blind to what they are doing to their loved ones. But In every book its also very clear that they really are just trying to do what’s best. And most of the time they willingly risk everything they have to save the one they love. In the end I am always wondering what I would have done in one of those situations and if everything is as black and white if I sometimes think it is.

Bills! obviously. How I love questions that are easy to answer ^^

I hate to say it, but I think the answer to this should be nicotine. I once tried to quit my nasty habit and succeeded for 2 years! But throughout those years there hasn’t been one day where I didn’t crave a cigarette. After a while I decided to just give in. I wanted to smoke and I got extremely tired from trying to resist the urge all the time. Maybe someday I’ll find the will to quit, but until that happens I will continue to enjoy my addiction <– oeoeooeoeh I used a scary word :O